I have been sitting here with a blank page in front of me for about 5 minutes, the scariest thing for any creative person, trying to think of something to write. To start with, I was going to write something about not being motivated to do anything today, I just want to be back in St Ives exploring and stuff. But then I had an idea, perhaps I should not bring you all down to my level and instead, try and get you motivated.
I have no idea how to do that really. All I am thinking about is going back to St Ives, perhaps that’s actually a healthy thought though and perhaps I should use that as motivation. Instead of being all depressed like a fucking kid, I should use that to get to my goal and take steps in my life to get to where I want to be.
I have no idea, all I know is that if I don’t do that, I’ll never get any work done!